Posted in: Hustle Is Posting Right Now Hustle Is Posting Right Now: Volume 46 ("Bye Jeff" Edition)
By Hustle
May 20, 2009 - 1:37:00 AM
Like Dwight Howard, this is definitely Magic..
"Put my name on your mind, my style is New Era.."
This week's intro line has been brought to us courtesy of the big homie draped in red, The Game. The line itself? Just because I can say it, I said it. Welcome, boys and girls, to yet another edition of the column that is in discussions for being turned into a movie starring Will Smith and Jessica Biel.. Hustle Is Posting Right Now. I'm the man writing the screenplay, and you might know me as.. Hustle. I'm back for my second Tuesday run, and sure enough, this is working out so much easier for me. It appears that a lot of you were a little late in realizing my column was up a few days early (or late, depending how you look at it), but I didn't give you any beforehand notification, so it's to be expected. Anyway, how's everyone in ReaderLand doing this week? I hope your past seven days have been pleasant. What's that? You think it's about that time? I agree. Shall I proceed? (Yes, indeed.) Less dew eet!!
Disclaimer: There are two things to mention in this disclaimer. First of all, the similarity of this column to a previous column I did is intentional, right down to vague comparisons that will be made. The similar column is one of my older ones, but it was pretty well-talked about, so the parts that are similar should be immediately noticed, I'd think. Second of all, there are parts of this column that are purely artistic exaggeration, so I don't want anybody to worry about me, or to think that some of the things I say in this column are going to come true somewhere down the road. Again, don't read too much into some of the things I say this week. It's only fiction. Alright, on with the show..
"I'm just so fuckin depressed.. I just can't seem to get out this slump.. if I could just get over this hump, but I need something to pull me out of this dump.. I took my bruises, took my lumps, fell down and I got right back up.. but I need that spark to get me psyched back up.."
I like to take risks. I've always been daring, ever since I knew what risks were. Sometimes those risks pay off, but I'll be the first person to admit that when those risks don't pay off, they really don't pay off. I've crashed and burned so many times that I've lost count, but what sets me apart from most people is the fact that I always get right back up, no matter how battered and bruised I may be, and no matter how battered and bruised my ego and pride may be. I get back up, but I'd be a liar if I told you that it didn't take a toll on me. Of course it does. I've been so close to greatness on so many occasions, and to come up short on 99% of those occasions makes me question if I'm truly cut out for this in the long-term. I wish I had the same level of self-motivation that I used to have. Nothing used to bother me, man. Now, I think too much. I find myself going through all the worst-case scenarios in my head, and things like that affect the way I think about everything else. I really wish I could stop doing that.
I put a lot of pressure on myself. I always have, and chances are, I always will. I can't help it. The funny thing about that, though, is the simple fact that it was a character trait that I've picked up on my own. It's not something that was pushed on me as a child, and it's not something that I learned along the way from family, friends, or school. It's something that, somewhere along the way, I decided to start doing. It could be something simple like waiting until the last minute to do my homework for school, but whatever it was.. the "normal" level of pressure was never enough for me. Part of putting all that pressure on myself manifests itself into being my own biggest critic. No matter what other people have to say about my columns, I tend to not like the final product. If I didn't have deadlines to meet, it would take me forever to post something on certain weeks. Being my own biggest critic is, for the most part, a good thing. However, there's a point where the self-criticism becomes hard to handle, and I begin doubting my abilities and nothing is good enough or even satisfactory. The pressure used to push me, but now it does more harm than good. I find myself thinking about what I'm writing too much, instead of just doing it, like I always used to do. Anybody who has ever done anything "creative" knows that thinking too much is probably the worst thing you can do if you're trying to get something done. If it ain't flowin, it ain't goin.
"I don't know how or why or when I ended up in this position again.."
Even a risk-taker has to be calculated sometimes, but all the calculations in the world can't prevent things from happening if they're a part of your fate and your destiny. I have problems. I know I do. Everyone has their own set of problems in life, right? Mine just happen to be more out in the open than the average person. You can go through an issue in life and most people will never get to know about it. I'm out here, every week, for the whole world to see, and when I have a problem, it becomes known very quickly. Anyway, the point I'm trying to make is that I do try to be careful these days, but I continue finding myself in the types of situations I really should be avoiding. I continue finding myself in the types of situations that I should watch out for. I don't know if I'm cursed, or if I just have some sort of a mental deficiency, but from a different point of view, you'd think I liked the punishment that comes with feeling like this. I don't. I really don't.
These little "spells" just come out of nowhere. I never see them coming, so I can't seem to do much to prevent them. I could be perfectly fine on a Friday, then down in the dumps on a Saturday, only to be perfectly fine again on Sunday. It's a roller coaster ride that I can't seem to get off of, and it drives me crazy. I'm not bi-polar, but I'll be damned if I don't seem like it sometimes. To be honest with you, I'm sick and tired of feeling the way I feel. I don't have that many moments of peace these days, and it's frustrating. I try, and I try, and I try to create those moments of peace, but it doesn't work. I wish I knew what I was doing wrong.
"I know some shit's so hard to swallow, but I just can't sit back and wallow in my own sorrow.. I know one fact, I'll be one tough act to follow.."
There has never been anyone like me, and chances are, there never will be anyone like me again. I pride myself on being as unique as I possibly can, in all aspects of my life. There are things that some people find out about me that they'd never guess at first glance. That's good. It keeps people on their toes. One of the things that they might be surprised to find out about me is the fact that I'm ready to walk away from everything. I'm ready to pack up and look for happiness elsewhere. I'm ready to leave this life behind, no matter how bad some of you want me to stay. It's just something that I need to do. For once in my life, I need to do what's right for me, and not for other people. Whether people love me or they hate me, they know that things will seem rather empty once I'm gone. The excitement level will fall off tremendously.
I put a lot into my columns. More than I should, that's for sure. In a week's time, I spend more time thinking about what to put into my columns than most people spend thinking, period. I skip sleep to brainstorm and write out ideas as they come to me, even if it's only a sentence or two. You're not going to see another columnist like me. You're just not. It's as simple as that. I work harder than any of these other writers, even though I'll be the first one to admit that it may not always come across like it. However, I'm worn out. I'm stressing out far too much over everything, and it's not healthy for me, both on a mental and physical level. I just can't do this anymore. I feel that, at this rate, I'll have slit my wrists by the end of the summer. It's been a great run, though. Whether people love me or they hate me, they know that things will seem rather empty once I'm gone. The excitement level will fall off tremendously.
"Here today, gone tomorrow.. but you'd have to walk a thousand miles in my shoes, just to see, what it's like, to be me.. I'll be you, let's trade shoes, just to see what it'd be like to feel your pain, you feel mine, go inside each other's minds just to see, what we'd find, look at shit through each other's eyes.."
If I can be totally honest for a second, I don't think most people would be able to deal with a lot of the things that I have to go through on a regular basis. It would just be too much for them. Most folks wouldn't dare to trade shoes with me, not even for a brief moment. I don't want to come across as being too overly dramatic, but I go through a lot of negativity and sadness in my everyday life. Things that I wouldn't even wish my enemies to go through. I'd kill to be able to live some sort of a "normal" life, though, even if it's only for a day or two. Go to the grocery store without being mobbed and followed around. Head onto the internet without having to read bullshit stories about you. You know, those kinds of things.
Earlier, I mentioned just how much effort goes into my columns, from the birth of an idea to 100% completion. Most folks just aren't built for that type of thing. I regularly go through 72 hour stretches with a total of four or five hours of sleep, and it doesn't even make me blink an eye. I don't know a single person that could handle that kind of schedule. Not with everything else that is going on in most people's lives. If Joe Reader and I were to trade shoes, he'd feel like he was being punished for something that he didn't do, while I'd look at it like a vacation.
"I think I'm starting to lose my sense of humor.. everything's just so tense and gloom, I.. almost feel like I gotta check the temperature of the room just as soon as.. I walk in, it's like all eyes on me, so I try to avoid any eye contact.."
I'm not as outgoing as I once was. Too many people have been dishonest with me, have stabbed me in the back, and haven't been the people that I originally thought they were. Because of that, I'm starting to put my guard up more and more these days. I never wanted to be that way, but I am, and it hurts. People misinterpret my mindset and think I'm an asshole, or that I'm too introverted for my own good. If I tried to explain things to them, they'd think I was crazy and merely overreacting to what's going on. I have a hard time doing what I want to do, and saying what I want to say, because I always need to gauge things and see what's happening around me. That's no way to live.
I used to be someone that enjoyed being the life of the party, whether it was in school, out with friends, or simply wherever I happened to be at the time. Things change, though, and while I can still deal with being that life of the party from time to time, I find myself being more cautious these days. That definitely stretches out to my column writing. I used to be carefree about the things I'd write about, but now I find myself wondering if such-and-such would be a good subject, and just what type of negative feedback certain things will bring. Things were so much easier before. Things were so much more fun before. It wasn't about trying to do what I felt was right for others. It was about what I felt was right for me. I started writing because it was something I enjoyed doing, but now it's almost becoming a chore.
"You're so funny, man, you should be a comedian.. unfortunately, I am.. I just hide behind the tears of a clown.."
If you do happen to catch up with me, I'll put on a show for you. I'm not the kind of guy that likes to share his depression and sorrow with other people. I've always hid behind a smile, even if it was a half-assed version of one. I know that isn't healthy. I know that I should be more open with those I care about the most, but I've come this far in life with one way of thinking, so it can't just be changed overnight. Even those closest to me don't always know what the "real" me is thinking and feeling. I've gotten so good at putting on a facade that nobody can even tell I'm working them that way.
I've always been the guy who would bring a sense of humor to everything he did, even if it was just to mask the problems I was going through at the time. When I write, I don't usually like to discuss the bad things that are going on. Instead, I'll hide behind some corny jokes, one-liners, and silly subjects, all in hopes that I can get through another day without going losing my mind. I know that just about all of you didn't expect something like this from me, so I must be doing something "right", I guess. I'm sorry. I don't want to be that way, but I also don't want people to worry.
"I already told you my whole life story, not just based on my description.. cause where you see it from where you're sittin, it's probably 110% different.."
I know that each and every one of you have your own preconceived notions about me. You assume things. You read things. You hear things. That's fine, actually. I totally understand that, and have come to terms with it. However, you should know that not everything you read or hear is the complete truth. In fact, some of what you read or hear is as far from the truth as it could possibly be. Some people are just trying to do their "job", I know, but it doesn't mean they'll be doing it correctly. I'm not leaving the spotlight because of drug problems. I'm not leaving the spotlight because I'm trying to gain leverage for myself to get more money. I'm leaving the spotlight because it's just the right thing for me to do at this stage of my life. I could sit here and spend several hours trying to explain everything to you, but it wouldn't work. I want my fans to know that I do appreciate every single one of them, and I always have. I really hope you'll understand my decision and respect my wishes. To everyone else, you'll no longer have Jeff Hardy to kick around anymore.
At face value, people probably look at my situation and wonder just what the hell I'm complaining about. From an outside perspective, I have it really good, and admittedly, in some aspects of life, I really do. However, I'm just not happy. It doesn't matter what you have in life, because if you're not happy, you're nothing. Right now, at this stage in my life, I feel like I'm nothing. I can't go on like that anymore. I need to take some time and figure things out for myself. "Recharge my batteries", so to speak. To those that have supported me, I really and truly appreciate you. To everyone else, you'll no longer have Hustle to kick around anymore.
Hustle Highlight Of The Week: For this week's HHotW, we travel back to this past Tuesday night on ECW for DH Smith's return to the company and the formation of the much-rumored Hart Foundation 2.0 with Tyson Kidd and Natalya. Smith returned looking bigger than I remembered, but not grotesquely roided-out looking like some people. I'm not 100% sure on how well the group will do, but for the time being, they've got me intrigued, to say the least. Their use of the old school Hart Attack finisher made me mark out, for sure. By the way, l-o-motherfucking-l @ people who think Jack Evans is deserving of a spot in the Hart Foundation, and even more deserving than Brian Pillman was. Ha. That's just spectacular.
Honorable mentions include the Tyson Kidd VS Finlay match from ECW that led into Smith's return, the moment that Impact ended, Jeff Hardy bringing up the fact that Edge always loses World Titles in his next defense after winning them, CM Punk & John Morrison VS Shelton Benjamin & Charlie Haas from Smackdown, Jimmy Wang Yang VS Dolph Ziggler from Smackdown (you are reading that correctly), Edge VS Chris Jericho from Smackdown, CM Punk VS Umaga from Judgment Day, Rey Mysterio VS Chris Jericho from Judgment Day, Vince McMahon's anti-Denver Nuggets comments and attitude, John Cena & Batista VS The Legacy from Raw, Cody Rhodes' hilarious oversell when Cena lifted him up for the slam before the Five Knuckle Shuffle on Raw (complete with screaming and arm flailing action), and Vickie Guerrero's reaction to becoming the new "Miss WrestleMania".
What isn't an honorable mention is the fact that Ric Flair has apparently come out of retirement, and looks to be on the verge of wrestling once again. Mr Flair, as one of your biggest fans of all-time, I must respectfully say that I really don't like this idea. Your send-off was so perfect and so memorable, and by coming back, it doesn't really mean much anymore, in my opinion. The mere thought of a six-man match with Triple H, Batista, and Ric Flair taking on Randy Orton, Ted DiBiase, and Cody Rhodes nearly bores me to tears. Please, Mr Flair.. don't do this.
Writer's Note: Well, we're about 48 hours removed from Judgment Day, and while I didn't enjoy the show as much as Backlash, I still felt it was a solid watch. There was nothing earth-shattering, but on the other hand, there weren't any terrible matches, either, which is nice.
The CM Punk VS Umaga opener was good, as I expected. Both men are solid workers, and they both have hard-hitting styles that work well with each other. The result of the match wasn't too surprising, as Umaga needed a win to avoid being viewed as some sort of semi-jobber. The rule of "you must lose all matches wrestled in your home city/state/country" continues on here. This isn't going to be the end of this feud, I'm sure.
Christian VS Jack Swagger was good. Not great, but good. With Christian's victory, I hope this doesn't mean any type of real demotion for Swagger, as he continues to impress me week in and week out. I'm hoping that these two will be involved in the ECW Title match at the Extreme Rules pay-per-view, in some way, shape, or form. I'm slightly surprised that Christian kept the title here, even though I predicted that he would.
John Morrison VS Shelton Benjamin was also entertaining, just as I thought it would be. If given the right amount of time to work with each other, I have no doubts in my mind that these two could put on a match that approaches the five-star mark. The continuing face turn for Morrison continues to intrigue me, as there was no real rhyme or reason for it, other than the fact that he was attacked by The Miz at the WWE Draft show. He's done better as a face than I could've expected, that's for sure.
The entire segment with The Miz, Alfonso Soriano, Santino, and Chavo Guerrero was a big waste of time, and probably would have been better served being on Raw, instead of an event that people are paying to watch. Wait.. people pay to see shows live.. nevermind, this segment should've been canned altogether. Miz got some good lines in on the Chicago Cubs and their fans, but a few good lines does not a good segment make.
Rey Mysterio VS Chris Jericho was an awesome match, and it's a shame that they weren't given several extra minutes to use.
They milked everything they possibly could out of their 13 minutes, though, and for that, I applaud them. It was no surprise to see them put on a good match or anything. I hope we get to see more matches in the future, that's for sure. Jericho requesting this feud appears to be a genius move.
Randy Orton VS Batista has been such a bad feud to this point, and their match at JD did nothing to change that. Just a slow, boring match with yet another cheap finish, and a completely unnecessary Ric Flair cameo. The Feud That Just Won't Die.. just won't die, and it's frustrating to know that we're going to be subjected to at least another few weeks of it. As bad as I kept saying Triple H VS Randy Orton was, it was so, so much better than this has been. Batista just needs to go away at this point. He's had a nice run, but it's time to step aside already.
I'm actually surprised that John Cena pulled out the victory against Big Show, as I figured they'd have Cena lose so he could take time off and work on his next movie. Their match wasn't anything special, but at least it was better than Orton/Batista, so that's gotta count for something. Watching Cena pick Show up onto his shoulders never gets old for me.
Edge VS Jeff Hardy was a good match with an exciting finish. It was really strange to see Matt Hardy essentially helping Edge to win a match, that's for sure. I'm almost shocked that Edge actually had a successful title defense, although, as I just now pointed out, he needed some help to do it. At least he won, though. I don't need to see Edge as a 42-time World Champion by this time next year.
Writer's Note Part Deux: The conference finals have now been set in the NBA, with the Cleveland Cavaliers taking on the Orlando Magic in the Eastern Conference, and the Los Angeles Lakers taking on the Denver Nuggets in the Western Conference. Both series are going to be extremely fun to watch, but I've decided to share my thoughts on what I think we'll end up seeing. Why? Because I can.
In the East, everyone has basically given the victory to Cleveland, but I'm not one of those people. The Cavs have absolutely no answer for Orlando Center Dwight Howard, who can be completely game-changing on defense, and is working on becoming more dominant on the offensive side of the ball. To say that he could average 20 points and 20 rebounds per game in this series isn't really a stretch. Sure, Cleveland's Zydrunas Ilgauskas is a pretty decent player, but he's no Howard. "Big Z" will need to try and draw Howard away from the basket, but Orlando won't be too concerned if he's trying to hit jump shot after jump shot to try and win games for Cleveland. This gives Howard the ability to stay in the post, offering up problems for LeBron James, Mo Williams, and any other Cavalier player that tries to take the ball to the rim. The Magic's shooters can win or lose games with their sometimes streaky shooting, but based on the fact they're one of four teams left playing, I'd say they're hot more often than cold. Hedo Turkoglu has ice water running through his veins, and he seems to become better as games go on. People love to talk about how great of a home team the Cavs are, and that's really all fine and dandy, but the Magic aren't afraid of them, no matter where the games are being played at. They won the season series from Cleveland this year, and they just went into Boston and took out the defending champs in their own building. They're young, and they're confident, and just cocky enough not to back down from LeBron and the rest of the LeBron-ites. If Turkoglu, Rafer Alston, JJ Redick, and the rest of Orlando's shooters are "on", then I'd definitely look for the team to shock the world and advance to the NBA Finals. If they aren't "on", this could be another quick series win for Cleveland. Prediction: Orlando wins the series in 7 games
In the West, my Lakers are the better team, but the Nuggets are definitely playing more impressive ball in the postseason thus far. That's all fine and dandy, but the Lakers have shown the ability to dominate this Nuggets squad. The interior players on the Lakers (Andrew Bynum, Pau Gasol, Lamar Odom, etc) should be able to eat the Nuggets' "big men" alive. Carmelo Anthony, the best player on Denver's roster, always struggles against the Lakers and is only averaging 14 points per game against them this season, well below his normal numbers (even though he's playing really well in Game 1 as I type this). What the Nuggets do have in their favor is the overall energy level of the team. The Houston Rockets just showed that a high-energy style of play can be successful against the Lakers, but if the Lakers "big men" can step up, that becomes neutralized rather quickly. What people seem to be forgetting about is the fact that the Nuggets are just dreadful in Los Angeles over the last several seasons. If I'm not mistaken, Denver has lost 18 of its last 20 games at the Staples Center, and considering that the Lakers have the home court advantage in this series, I'd say that gives them the edge, especially if they are able to take a game in Denver. *late edit* Now that Game 1 is over, I'm incredibly confident in the Lakers' chances to win this series. They were down big right away, and they were still able to come back and win, weathering a monster game from Carmelo Anthony along the way. They didn't get a whole lot of offensive production from anybody other than Kobe Bryant, but damnit, they were still able to pull out the victory. Fuck LeBron James.. Kobe Bryant proved why he's the best basketball player on the planet. LeBron is merely the best athlete and the most physically gifted player in the sport, but when it all boils down to it, Kobe is the man. Prediction: Los Angeles wins the series in 6 games
Writer's Note Part Ekolu: I've hinted at it in some feedback responses that I've sent to people, and I've touched on it once or twice over at LoPForums, but I figure I might as well go ahead and make the announcement here for the masses to read. It's still a few weeks away from actually taking place, but I'm bringing something back that people have been asking for since.. well.. since it ended. Every once in a while, people have doubts, but I'm taking it into my own hands to make sure that every single one of you can Believe The HIPE. Yes, indeed, ladies and gentlemen, my daily column series will be making its return to the Lords Of Pain website, but once again, it's still a few weeks away from happening, so don't come back tomorrow, expecting to see it. I'll definitely give you all another announcement when the time gets closer, though, so keep your peepers peepin for that.
Yes, I'm fully aware of the irony involving this week's column subject, followed by the announcement that my workload is about to multiply by seven every week. I had this announcement planned before I decided what I was going to write about this week, so it's just a strange kowinkydink.
Writer's Note Part Quattro: I've mentioned this at LoPForums, but this entire storyline involving John Cena and The Miz is really starting to look like some sort of "fuck you" from Vince McMahon to the "smark" fans. Obviously, Miz is coming out and saying exactly what the Cena haters are saying on message boards and in columns all across the internet. What's also obvious is that, on the WWE Totem Pole, Miz is nowhere near Cena's level, which means that Cena is eventually going to destroy Miz and his "streak". If that does happen, it's almost as if Vince is saying "this is what I feel about the internet fans and their minority opinion", which is pretty funny when you really stop and think about it. What we think doesn't matter. The casual fans and the younger fans are far more important to the company's bottom line. Vince knows that. Hell, everyone knows that.. except for the "smark" fans, for some reason.
On a semi-related note, with this entire "WWE VS Denver Nuggets" thing going on at the moment, I think it would be amazing if The Miz came out on Raw next week wearing a Kobe Bryant jersey. He's always talking about his connections in Hollywood and the people that he knows there, so it would make sense. It would make for some crazy heel heat, and he's the type of heel to do something like that, just to push the fans' buttons. As of this very second, it appears that WWE will be moving Raw from Denver to Colorado Springs for Raw next week, but that may or may not have changed by the time you read this.
What Hustle Is Listening To Right Now: "Beautiful" by Eminem.. "Back In The Day" by Ahmad.. "I Feel Like Dying" by Lil Wayne.. "Gettin It" by Too Short.. "Help Me" by Usher.. "Can't Knock The Hustle" by Jay-Z.. "Same Song" by Digital Underground & 2Pac.. "Envy" by So Solid Crew & Ms Dynamite.. "Where's Da G's" by Dizzee Rascal & UGK.. "U Ain't Bone" by Bone Thugs N Harmony.. "This Is The Girl" by Kano & Craig David.. "Seven Days" by Craig David.. "Posse On Broadway" by Sir Mix-A-Lot.. "Why I Love You" by Shells.. "All Bets On Ace" by Ace Hood.. "I Put On" by Young Jeezy & Kanye West.. "Love VS Money Part 2" by The Dream.. "How To Rob (2009)" by Jay Rock.. "Imagine" by Jay Rock, K-Dot, & Punch.. "Public Enemies" by The Game, Wyclef Jean, & Damian Marley.. "I'm Dope Nigga" by Method Man & Redman.. "City Lights" by Method Man, Redman, & Bun B.. "Dangerous MCees" by Method Man & Redman.. "Four Minutes To Lock Down" by Method Man, Redman, Raekwon, & Ghostface Killah.. "Down By The Hood" by Flo Rida.. "Best I Ever Had (Remix)" by Drake & Busta Rhymes.. "Thug Luv" by Bone Thugs N Harmony & 2Pac.. "Who The Fuck Is That" by Dolla, T-Pain, & Tay Dizm (RIP Dolla).. "P.Y.T." by Michael Jackson.. "Give In To Me" by Michael Jackson.. "Billie Jean" by Michael Jackson.. "I'm Bad" by LL Cool J.. "While My Guitar Gently Weeps" by Jake Shimabukuro.. "Late Nite Tip" by Three 6 Mafia.. "Tear Da Club Up 97" by Three 6 Mafia.. "Is Anyone Out There" by Three 6 Mafia.. "Sippin On Syrup" by Three 6 Mafia & UGK.. "Where's Da Bud" by Three 6 Mafia.. "The End" by Three 6 Mafia.. "Motivated" by Three 6 Mafia
Well, that was certainly different, no? Once again, don't look too much into the subject of this column. I'm fine. This wasn't a cry for help, nor was it a repeat of something that happened a couple years ago (some of you will understand that one). I'm not walking away. I'm not quitting my writing. I'll be back next week. Don't worry. Just wanted to try something different, that's all. Thank you to everyone that is riding with me for another week. My journey towards 100 total columns continues on. That's just crazy right there. I'll be back next week.. same Hustle time, same Hustle page.. with another "Hustle Original" of some sort, so keep your peepers peepin for that. Until then, however, it's time for me to break out like a face before prom time, nah'mean? From the Heart Of Polynesia, I bid you farewell. Aloha and Mahalo Nui Loa.
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